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22 DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY ! :)
I'm so excited !! I'm gunna be 16 babyy ! haha

Anywayys .. Rainy days.
They always make me really tired and lazy ..
Rileigh came over after school, ang we put on pj's as soon as we got in the door ..

I'm in love with "lips of an angel" by hinder .. just in case you wanted to know :)

OH ! and 29 days till halloween !! .. but I'm not going trick or treating .. Rileigh and I are gunna hand out candy to the little kids, and then watch scary movies all night, and pig out on the candy we're gunna buy ourselves ! :) heh ..

ps; I love you :)

Last night of my summer was wikked. Alex, Ben, and Will were camping out at holiday Haven Sunday night so Rileigh and I went out for a while a hung out with them. Jess Palmer came down and hung out with us for a bit and I fell asleep in Alexs arms a couple times. It was nice :) haha.
Yesterday Ben came and picked up Rileigh and I and went driving then went to Rileighs house for a while .. Ben left at like 4.45 but I stayed until almost 7. I didnt see Alex but oh well.
Wow .. I just realized that I see Alex pretty much everyday, sometimes twice a day and when we arent doing anything, we always call each other just to see how each other is, what their plans are for the day, or even just to talk ... hes my baby :)
So anyways! School today wasnt as bad as I thought it would be. I have one of my best friends in at least one class with me. Emmas in my math and french class, Rileighs in my vis com class, and Josh is in my biology class! Oh, and Mikeys in my homeroom class but we wont be in homeroom very much .. at all :P. Im not in any classes with Alex but I think Id rather not be in any with him (dont ask ..) so its all good .. and I see him like everyday anyways.
Im happy :)

I'm bored so I took this from nikki :) ...

1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
my bed.
2. Who will be your next kiss?
alex.
3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
my shirt and some on my bra.
4. When is the last time you went to the mall?
uh .. a week ago.
5. Wearing socks right now?
i don't wear socks in the summer.
6. When was the last time you went out of the state?
when i took fes to halifax.
7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
yes.
8.What was the last thing you had to drink?
water.
9. What are you wearing right now?
pick ae t-shirt, pj pants, a pink and black bra and black underwear.
10. Have you been in a car wash?
yepp.
11. Last food you ate?
a cookie.
12. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
alex.
13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
no but alex bought me a shirt a few days ago when he was away :).
14. Do you have a pet(s)?
a cat and dog.
15. What's the last sporting event you watched?
tennis.
16. What is your favorite class?
english .. sometimes math.
17. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
in matt's pool or at alex's.
18. What is the last thing you purchased online?
uhh .. nothing.
19. How old are your parents?
47 and 50.
20. Are you in love?
you could say that.
21. Do you miss anyone?
yes. a lot.
22. Last play you saw?
canada rocks.
23. What are your plans for the day?
absolutly nothing.
24. Who is the last person you commented on myspace?
i dont have myspace.
25. Ever go to a camp?
no.
26. Were you an honor roll student in school?
yep :).
27.What do you know about the future?
not a thing.
28. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
no.
29. What time is it now?
7.53.
30. Where is your best friend located?
his house.
31.Do you have a tan?
a little, it faded a lot.
32. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
23-ish ?.
33. Do you collect anything?
uhh no.
34. Favorite beer?
i don't like beer.
35. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
yeah but i don't like it as much.
37. Do you like hot sauce?
eh .. kinda.
38 Who do you like?
my boyfriend and all my best friends :).
39.what is your mood?
sad/angry/bored.
40. Are you someone's best friend?
yeah :).
41. What's the last TV show you watched?
what i like about you.

And I'm gunna bring home a dozen roses, and pour us a glass of wine. And I'm gunna put on a little music, and turn down the lights. And I'm gunna wrap my arms around you and rock you all through the night. And I'm guna love you like it's the last day of my .. Life is a rainbow. It's a spring snow. It's the morning dew. And I dont wanna waste another minute without you. :).

I love you !!
Come back. Soon.
I'm coming to France.
Me, Alex, Will, and Chelsea.

Happy Valentine's Day :)

( <3 )

I'm in such a fucking good mood right now. like you can't even imagine it. i was with kristin all night and that was fun as hell like always. and friday night i'm going to chelsea's to use a ouija board (or however you spell it) and i'm soooo excited, (i think i might sleepover there too), but like you don't know how much i believe in ghosts and all that. hgieowbg;ho;bjf!!! eeeehhhh!! :) and me and emily are goin partying some time this week or next. she wants to see me drunk hahahaha. wow you don't know how much i love my friends right now. i lied. you don't know how much i love them ALL the time :)

GAH! best night EVER!
you fight grandma, FIGHTT!!
"OMG! this is the past?!" -amanda "yes amanda, it's been in the past for almost 10 minutes " -me ..20 minutes later.. "amanda .. this is the past again"-me "are you making fun of me?"-amanda "maybe .."-me "THIS ISN'T THE PAST YOU RETARD!! who's the idiot now !?! "-amanda
"i know your father"-the movie "i know your father too"-amanda "me too, i was in his bed tonight"-me
"*gurgle*" -amanda's throat "..:S.." - me "i just farted through my throat!" -amanda

ohh how i love my amanda :) .. sorry for random parts of the night that made me happy heh ..

aw, only one more day of holidays before school again :(, i better get out of this house! .. this christmas break i think has been the best one i've ever had .. lots of good memories / friends were made :) .. hopefully it will continue in the new year ..
loveee !!

happy new year :)

Ohh this week has been fabulous :)
Sunday = Christmas
Monday day = Aunt Lizzy and Uncle Flex's for the family thing
Monday night = Sleepover with Emmy and Megg
Tuesday day = relaxed
Tuesday night = Supper with Amanda, Amy and Kristin
So, christmas .. I got a cell phone :D heh heh heh . Family thing was funn .. afterwards Emmy and Megg came over to sleep. We had great fun. We watched Bunny .. i still haven't figured out if i was laughing cause it was funny, or if it was cause it scared the shit outta me haha .. We stayed up untill 6am talking, laughing, watching tv/movies, eating WAY to much, well, me eating WAY to much haha, and watching things like Bunny heh heh ..
Tuesday, they left at about 1.30? maybe? i forget .. and i relaxed all day, then i finally made myself get showered and dressed so i could go out to supperrrr :) So! Supper! Ohh godd, how i love you guys :) .. I again ate to much, and i think i almost died cause of to much laughter. We'll do that again sometime soon, ya hear?!
So, i said i ate way to much, how much you ask? More then you think it's possible for me to eat..
I had, over the course of 6pm monday, untill about 9pm tuesday ...
3 pieces of fudge, 3 big pieces of pizza, a minimum of 10 pieces of garlic fingers, a minimum of 7 chunks off of a big toblerone bar, a granola bar, a bunch of chips, a big bottle of pepsi, a big glass of water, 2 turkey sandwiches, a big glass of milk, an orange juice box, a big glass of chocolate milk, a can of mini raviloi, at least half a basket of nachos, half an order (a big order) or mexican fries, a quesidilla, half of kristin's quesidilla, 2 HUGE glasses of pepsi, and some deep fried ice cream .
Like i said, a lot of food for one girl. Amy and Kristin came to the conclusion that i'm pregnant because i ate that much, and because of more things that if you want to know badly enough, i'll tell you on msn or something. But anyways, this is becomming quite long so i'm gunna gooo
loovveeee <3

merry christmas one and all :)

do you...
:x: wish you could live somewhere else: omg yes
:x: think about suicide: i have before
:x: believe in online dating: not my thing, but meh
:x: think others find you attractive: maybe?
:x: want more piercings: yes!
:x: like cleaning: not at all
:x: like roller coasters: they scare the shit outta me but i still go on haha
:x: write in cursive or print: both
:x: last talked to: Nikki and Kurt
:x: last thought of: lots of things
:x: last showered: yesterday afternoon
:x: last cut your nails: monday night
:x: last did laundry: yesterday
:x: last hugged a tree: in the summer
:x: last watched anime: arthur, a few days ago
:x: last prayed: the summer

for or against…
:x: long distant relationships: for
:x: killing people: against
:x: teenage smoking: against
:x: driving drunk: against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships: for
:x: soap operas: meh ..

have you…
:x: ever cried over a boy: yes ..
:x: ever been in a fist fight: no
:x: ever been arrested: no
:x: ever had a friend die: no
:x: ever dated a cousin: no
:x: ever used a gun: yea
:x: ever french kissed: yea
:x: ever finished a puzzle: probably haha
:x: ever got surgery: well, i've been cut open before?
:x: ever got beat up: no
:x: ever hated someone: yes!!
:x: ever made a huge mistake: oh yes ..
:x: ever tried any drugs: nothing not perscription
:x: ever jogged a mile: don't think so
:x: ever played w/ someone’s feelings: maybe unintentionally
:x: ever had feelings for someone younger than you: yea

what..
:x: shoes do you wear: etnies, or roots boots, or none at all
:x: are you scared of: spiders, omg spiders .. clowns ..
:x: do you sleep in: sweat pants and a guy shirt
:x: did you eat for lunch: nothing yet
:x: is love: trust, a feeling of safety, being able to be yourself, comfort

number…
:x: of times I have had my heart broken?: heart broken .. just once but it was my own fault
:x: of hearts I have broken?: one or two
:x: of girls I have kissed?: none :P
:x: of boys I have kissed?: 4
:x: of guys/girls you've rejected?: i don't remember .. a couple
:x: of drugs you taken: no drug drugs, perscription? i don't count
:x: of accidents you been in: none :)
:x: of people you lean on?: 3
:x: of people you broke up with?: 4

do you think you are…
:x: pretty: most of the time
:x: funny: i think i'm funny, other people think it's just stupid haha
:x: hott: if i try
:x: friendly: yea
:x: ugly: if i don't try haha
:x: loveable: most of the time
:x: caring: yea
:x: dorky: of course
:x: cocky: sometimes
:x: girly: yea
:x: boyish: not really ..
:x: smart: yea
:x: pimp: no?
:x: angel: ha!
:x: gangster: again, ha!

favorite…
:x: FOUR letter word: love
:x: comedian: ellen degeneres
:x: candy: sour grapes
:x: cartoon: arthur
:x: cereal: i don't eat cereal
:x: chewing gum: anything
:x: day of week: wednesday, and friday
:x: least fave day: monday
:x: jello flavor: purple
:x: summer/winter: summerr!!!
:x: trampolines or swimming pools: either or

have you ever…
:x: said "i love you" and meant it?: yea
:x: gone out in public in your pajamas?: who hasn't?
:x: kept a secret from everyone?: only if i had to
:x: cried during a movie?: yea, stepmom :(
:x: ever at anytime owned new kids on the block?: no
:x: planned your week based on the TV Guide?: never
:x: been on stage?: yepp
:x: been to New York? no
:x: been to California?: no
:x: been to Florida?: yea, in grade 3 haha
:x: Hawaii?: no
:x: China?: no
:x: Canada?: yea haha
:x: Europe?: no
:x: what time is it now?: 11.56
:x: apples or bananas?: apples
:x: blue or red?: depends
:x: walmart or target?: walmart
:x: spring or fall?: fall! i love crunching leaves :)
:x: what are you gonna do after you finish this?: eat, then shower
:x: what was the last meal you ate?: is pizza a meal?
:x: are you bored?: not really, i get amused easily
:x: last noise you heard?: Underoath - "Reinventing your exit"
:x: last smell you sniffed?: i don't know?
:x: last time you went out of state/province?: in august
:x: last car ride: last night

friendship/love…
:x: do you believe in love at first sight?: for me? not always .. other people, yes
:x: do you want children one day & if so, how many?: yea, 3
:x: most important thing to you in a friendship is?: trust, fun times, comfort

random stuff…
:x: criminal record?: notta haha
:x: do you speak any other languages?: english and french
:x: name some of your favorite things in your bedroom: my stereo, my pillows, and the painting my grampy did for me
:x: piercings and where?: as of right now, just my ears but i'm working on more
:x: worst feeling in the world?: being lied to or losing someone you love
:x: whom do you love: my friends, even if they drive my insane sometimes

your…
:x: nickname(s): neen, neener(s), J9 ..
:x: initials: JEA
:x: how old do you look?: probably my age, but i've been told 17 before ?
:x: how old do you act? sometimes like a mother, sometimes like a 5 year old haha
:x: glasses/contacts?: gah! yes ..
:x: braces: yes , yuck
:x: do you have any pets?: my puppy Callie, and my kitty Socks
:x: you get embarrassed?: haha yes .. very easily too
:x: what upsets you?: liars, being decieved, if people talk shit about my friends ..

SCHOOl
:x: best subject- either science or math .. oh i love math :)
:x: worst subject- french
:x: what do you like most about it- finishing it
:x: whats the name of the school- colonel gray
:x: whats the school mascot- we have a mascot??
:x:school colors- grey and burgandy
:x: how long has it been a school- since 1966
:x: are you popular there- i don't know? maybe .. in a way?
:x: are there a lot of hot people- there's a few
:x: whos your favorite teacher- don't really have one
:x: least favorite- don't have one here either haha
:x: what time does the school end and start- starts at 8:55, ends at 3:20

LAST THiNG YOU
:x: bought- mom and Becca's christmas presents
:x: wore - sweat pants and a t-shirt
:x: ate- a ganola bar
:x: drank- pepsi
:x: smelled- dunno
:x: touched- keyboard
:x: saw- the computer screen
:x: watched- gilmore girls :)
:x: yelled at- my mom .. surprise surprise
:x: stole- nothing
:x: took a picture of- don't remember but it was at chelsea's
:x: played- Underoath - "Reinventing your exit"
:x: wrote- some lyrics
:x: typed- this
:x: read- this
:x: made fun of- hmm ..
:x: pissed on- um, the toilet?
:x: did on the computer- this

LoVe LiFe-
:x: you love//like alot: -
:x: who was your last boyfriend/girlfriend: kurt
:x: who was the las boy/girl you kissed: kurt
:x: who was the last boy/girl you hugged: becca
:x: how long have you been with your boyfriend/girlfriend: don't have either
:x: how long have you liked this person: quite some time
:x: what is your best memory with this person: -

Well, tonight was boring .. I stayed at home and watched The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants (again) and ate Ben & Jerry's chocolate and vanilla ice cream with chunks of brownie and cookie dough in it.. I think I gained some weight but it was delicious and in a way, exactly what I needed
I actually went to all my classes today :) .. wait, no I lied. I didn't go to gym cause we were going curling so me, Cassandra, Kathleen and Lindsay stayed at the cafeteria .. Dylan came and talked to us for a while too .. oh, and Kristin came and said "Hi" too .. it was a grand ol' time :)
I don't know what's up for tomorrow, but I do know if I don't get out of this fuckin house, I might go a bit crazy .. Let me know if anyone can do something.

Lovee

Well, another storm day today .. I went to Kathleen's for a while. We made pudding and watched Harry Potter. It was some good times :) hehehe .. I dunno, in a way I kind of want to go back to school tomorrow ..
I'm at Will's right now with Chelsea. We're watching the OC. It's a tradition to always watch it together :) . But I should go now seeing how Chelsea is eating all the popcorn haha .. Ohh Chelsea ..
I'll see most of you tomorrow ..
LOOVEEE!!!!
*infinate x's and o's*

hahaha mood = horny ? yea .. Will's idea :P ohh god ...